Smiling in tears I find joy in being alone Im free But i feel pain when im lonely Im in tears There is Peace when no one is bothering me But Violence in Silence when no one is looking for me Embracing my weirdness Telling myself "its okay" Crying in my loneliness Its the same every day Asking and answering to my own voice As lonely as I am i dont have a choice At midnight im weak Let my silence and tears speak